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maybe one day i'll look back on this and remember it as a good time in my life..



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AHHH

I'm sooooo excited for summer!! I was talking to Cami and we got so excited!! Once this month is over I'll have a full month of fun! In the month of may :) At the end of may I'm going to Washington for Sasquatch :) I know I've mentioned this before! But it really is awesome. I'll be seeing Modest Mouse for the FIFTH time :) Plus Wilco! And a shit ton of other bands!! I'm SOOOOO FREAKING HAPPY. I finally got done with my debate today and it's like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders :) haha. I'm pretty sure we lost but I dont even care it's over. Now I just gotta powerthrough this next month !!

yaayy

Summer

Isn't that the best word in the world? :) Just a month away! I'm going to be so busy the next couple of weeks that hopefully it'll fly by! This next week is going to be really hard but I'll be busy so hopefully it goes by fast! I'm not really going to miss Logan I don't think.. I'll miss living alone though,, haha. I love my dorm.. I think I'll miss my job.. Sometimes I feel like my job is a little too stressful just to be a job but it's really rewarding none the less. But! In May!! I'm going to Sasquatch Music Festival in Washington! I'm soooo excited. Before then we are going to Seattle too :) I really really gotta start saving my money,, that's so hard. ha. But it'll be the best way to start out the summer!! Ah I'm just soo happy I get to move home in a month. Today it has been a month since I started talking my anti depressants. haha. FUN! I haven't really noticed a difference really,, people said that I seem happier. I don't really feel as depressed but I'm still anxious about like everything.. Oh well. I guess that's just how I am :) Well hopefully I'll blog a little bit more in the next month! Once summer comes I bet I'll be blogging a lot.. haha. I really should start posting pictures or something,, but I'm lazzzzy. :) haha. Anyways! Bye.

Worse everr

I am HORRIBLE at writing in my blog. :) I thought it would be something that I would get addicted too haha. But oh well. Well lots has happened in the last month, but really nothing has changed. Still in school in logan, still planning on moving back home next year, still single, stilllll the same haha. I've been having an okay time at school. Last semester was so much easier and less stressful.. OH WELL. Not much I can do about that. I pretty much only have a month left once this week is over :) Next week is going to be a bitch though, I have a huge debate in one of my classes, two tests, and another project due on thursday.. fuu haha. Oh well once it's over i'll be happy as a calm! Well fun fact: since school has started this semester I haven't spent one weekend up here. hahahaha Oh well! I love going home, but not when Sunday rolls around.. soo depressing. Over spring break I went to Weber and toured it with my grand parents! I'm pretty positive i'm going there next year, I dunno if I want to graduate from there though,, because! I think I want to graduate from the U but to be honest my grades aren't good enough to get in ther.. haha oh well.. And Weber has a really good education program. I just love USU but I hate Logan,, I wish usu was in slc! haha. And when I move back home I really want to move out asap! My mom said that I won't be able to afford it and i'll have to live at home for the next three years but I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT! haha. I want to live in SLC or even bountiful! with my best friend camilla lutz! :) that would be a dream haha. but we all know how expensive that is.
well these last couple of weekends have been awesome.. for some reasons I can't really explain on the inernet! I just gotta say that i love anne goodwin jetta harris and griffin hansen soo much! we all get along so well and have such good times! even if we are constantly making fun of each other "i feel like a virgiiin touched for the very first time!" i'll never live that one down, and i'm a okay with that one! this weekend was the best too. i did something on friday i've never done before hahhah. but.. i liked it and i'm eighteen so why in the hell not :) and then on saturday i saw LADY GAGA with clint! it was sooooo amazing!! for as much as i HATE her music she put on the best show ever. i won't even call it a concert because it was a performance none the less. One thing i'm trying not to do is be such a music snob, i feel stupid for saying all the mean things about justin bieber and lady gaga! i mean they are just people and really they stand for great things. haha but that doesn't mean there music is good, cause is ain't! :) well tomororw jetta is coming up to stay with me :) soo happy. i have a lot of homework tod o but so does she so it'll just be fun to walk around campus with one of my best friends! then on thursday cam gabi and steph are all coming up!! yaay.. i mean i still gotta go to classes and whatnot but it'll be so nice to have them here :) haha welllllll.. i think i pretty much gave you an update on everything :)

and don't expect the worse when i said i can't share it on facebook. no worries NO DRUGS :) haha