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1. What was the highlight of your week? last night with westin

2. Whose car were you in last? my own

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone? tomorrow when i see my boyfriend

4. What color shirt are you wearing? blue and white tyedye

5. How long is your hair? long!

6. Are you good looking? not really haha

7. Last movie you watched? 50/50

8. Who were you with? a theater full of people

9. Last thing you ate? string cheese

10. Last thing you drank? water

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken? last week kind of

12. Who came over last? westin

13. Are you happy right now? idkk

14. What did you say last? night

15. Where is your phone? on my bed

16. What color are your eyes? blue green

17. Are you left-handed? no

18. Spell your name without vowels: linds[y]

19. Do you have any pets? annie and meow

20. Favorite Vacation? i have manyy

21. What do you dislike currently? nobody really

22. What are you listening to? grey's anatomy

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? my boyfriend

24. What is your favorite scent? westin

25. Who makes you happiest? myself

26. What were you doing at midnight last night? at my brothers apartment

27. When is your birthday? july 29th

28. Who has the same phone as you? no idea

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?not too long ago

30. Do you read your horoscope? sometimes

31. Where was the last place you bought something? walgreens

32. How do you feel about your hair right now? i love it but my roots are still growing in :(

33. Do you bite your nails? noo

34. Do you have any expensive jewelry? not really

35. Do you have any expensive jewelery? ...

36. Myspace or facebook? facebook duh

37. How fast have you driven a car? i dunno 90

38. Have you ever smoked? yepp

39. What was or is your favorite subject in school? funny

40. Do you have Verizon? nopppe

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for? nice ones

42. Do you have any hidden talents? nopee

43. Favorite Song? good question

44. Do you like to sing at all? not infront of people

45. Dream Job? not working and a shit ton of money

46. Where does most of your family live? here

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings? i have a brother

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? someways

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? what time is it

50. Do you drink? on occasion

51. Know any other languages? si -ish

52. Ever write a coded message? no?

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding? nopee

54. Do you have any children? millions

55. Did you take a nap today? thats like all i did

56. Who has the same birthday as you? jacy!

57. Ever met anyone famous before? kind of

58. Do you want to be famous one day? nope just known for good things

59. Any Pet Peeves? SOOO many

60. Are you multitasking right now? i guess soo

61. Do you like Britany Spears? nope

62. What is your least favorite chore? them in general

63. Last place you drove your car? home from my brothers

64. Ever been out of the country? yess

65. Where were you born? here

66. Could you handle being in the military? not even

67. What is your average cell phone bill? idk ask my dad

68. Who are you thinking about right now? lifee

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard? last night

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own? enough

71. Are your toes always painted? nope!

72. How many piercings do you have? four

73. What are you doing today? sleeping

74. Have you ever been gambling? not really

75. When is the last time you updated your page? ?

76. Do you like rollercoasters? somewhat

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world? when i was ver ylittle

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character? not really

79. Last thing you cooked? umm!!

80. How's the weather? fine

81. Do you e-mail? what kind of question is that

82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone? broke it

83. Last time you were sick? like everyday

84. What states have you lived in? utah

85. Do you wish you could move? yep1

86. Do you take all the QuizPox.com quizzes? no

87. What is your dream car? slug bug

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have? not anymoree

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be? with westin

90. Are you happy with your life?yess

Been a while

Oh man, I feel like the worst blogger, not that I really ever considered myself one. But when you have a life, school, and a job, there isn't much time to blog. Not to mention not depressed.. haha. I'm honestly the happiest I've ever been, for as long as I can remember. I could blame it on my wonderful boyfriend, or the fact that I'm living at home and going to school in Salt Lake.. But I think it's just because I'm content with myself, where I am, and what I'm doing. But all those other things don't put a negative spin on things. I find it ironic that a year ago I was so anxious to leave this place and find out what was awaitin' me in the land of LOGAN. But all I found was anti depressants and an urge to drink. Not saying that most of it wasn't my fault and my negativity towards it all, but it made those things a lot more real. I am grateful I moved there and got my job at ASSERT. And learned that living alone is amazing, haha. But as I sit here and right this post in my very own room, on my comfy bed, with my colorful walls and pictures of my friends and favorite artist surrounding me, I can't help but feel happy.
This summer instilled a lot of firsts for me. My first real relationship and I'm not afraid to admit but first real non drunken make out. And much more then that ;) But the fact that I waited to do these things with somebody who I really love has made them that much more special. As I was younger and looking  forward to things like losing my virginity or meeting my boyfriends family, it scared the shit out of me. But with Westin everything feels right. I feel like I've been the worst friend in the world though. I promised myself that if I were to get a serious boyfriend my friends would ALWAYS come first NO MATTER WHAT. But now that I'm in the situation I see how hard that is. Being without the person you love makes it harder to enjoy things. Even going to the store to pick up milk, or going to get gas is 100 times better with the person you love. I may just be smitten right now but I'm not that ignorant. I know that relationships aren't always rainbows and flowers. There is conflict and compromise, which we've already dealt with so far. But if you love somebody enough your willing to change the fact that your lazy to make the other person happy.. I'm not saying that I'm going to be with im forever and I want to marry him blahhdeeblah blah. I keep my head out of the clouds for the most part. But I'm saying that moving in together and getting a pug named Bagels in a couple of years if we are still together couldn't hurt right? haha. :)